About

I am no scholar nor a writer but just a Talib (student) of Al-Huq (truth) and in the path of search of Allah.

Its really hard to get rid of the letter I. Thats the challenge thats the journey. Allah says, never blame on Waqt or Zamanah because Zamana is Allah. 

Its hard times indeed because there is chaos everywhere which is Mashia-e-Ilahi, aur wo har aik cheez per qadir hay (He  has power over everything). However, Alhamdulillah we are still surrounded with amazing people who are here to do our Islah (realignment) and enable us to learn Deen-e-Muhkim. Dr Shahid Masood is one of those people who raises the voice deep inside that get you up and look for the truth. 

I have gone through heartaches, ups and downs, fear of society, attraction of money, pleasure you name it. I am not into any of those things now. How did that happen? Allah knows better. But one thing I know is that, as Dr Shahid Masood said in his lecture "Guftugu" that you cannot believe in Allah blindly. Faith is not blind. You do have faith in Ghaib (Invisible) yes, but your faith is not blind. It takes research, the thirst for knowing the truth, the pain in the heart caused by yourself or others and tossing around like a child, get agitated at times, nearing giving up, but looking for that answer to quench your thirst and that's the journey Imam-al-Ghazali (Ra) talks about in his book "On knowing yourself and God". There is another way, a way that's beyond any logic but the only logical conclusion of all knowledge and that's Sukoon e Qulb, meaning the calmness of Heart mashallah.

I am a software engineer by trade, I build/construct things with curiosity and creativity, I am passionate about my work so much that I got in trouble with others. However, it lead me to places, I moved around because of my work, traveled and met a lot of people who were companions of my journey and will be more until my materialistic end. The journey crafts you, make you tougher, but it gives you an opportunity, a conscious decision to walk away from that which is not in your heart, doesn't heal your heart. Everything fades away until you find the way what Allah Jalla Jalalau has chosen for you and He is the best of the planners.

I am no body to advise or lecture anyone but with my words I hope and pray that one who is in search, may find a kiran (bleak light) of Allah's light. I have given references of very important people who are really dear to me as they are dear to Allah and if I am miss quoting them than I am absolutely humble and would like to be corrected and realign myself.